The passing of David Bowie to cancer, my friend’s young husband to ALS/Lyme, and my father in law to pancreatic cancer, have really been weighing heavily on me. I am 46 years old now, battling Lyme Disease and 5 other chronic conditions, and I feel like it’s the end of an era.
I am no longer in my twenties or thirties, and life is passing by very quickly. It seems the older I get, the faster the time flies.
I constantly read about the untimely death of so many, due to illness, violence, or accidents.
We never know when our time will come.
We shouldn’t spend our days contemplating this, however, we should spend our days being thankful and giving thanks. Planning for the future, but living in the moment. Enjoying and spending time with our loved ones. Helping others.
In case I have fewer moments left than expected, I wanted to write this letter. Please feel free to share it if you like it, or if you can relate to it.
To All Those Who Have Ever Been Kind to Me:
I have lived many years. I have seen many things. But, what I remember the most are the encounters with those who have been kind to me.
Some were friends, some were family, many were complete strangers.
You gave me a sweet smile, a pat on the back, you opened many doors for me.
You helped me grow, you helped me relocate, you helped me move on.
When I was down, you helped pick me up. When I was happy, you shared my joy.
You served me many meals, you sold me many items that I needed to survive, you drove me where I needed to go.
You helped me when I dropped my groceries, you helped me when I dropped the ball, you carried my luggage to the airport.
You provided my medicine, you provided me with shelter on a cold night, you provided me with companionship.
You taught me literature, you taught me how to sew, you taught me how to live.
You paid the bill when I was low on cash, you held my hand through the hardest times, you never let go.
You walk by me everyday, you see me at family gatherings, you are a pleasant memory.
I am thankful for every single one of you who were kind to me, and who showed me how to be kind. I am glad that I met you.
I am forever grateful, and I will never forget you in this life or the next.
I will take you with me wherever I go.
For you are in my heart, my soul and my mind.
I hope that you have a blessed life. I hope that you live a life filled with love and happiness.
For you brought happiness into my life, you deserve my eternal gratitude and the best that life has to offer.
You are my poetry.
Thank you for showing me how beautiful life is, and for providing me with the subject for all of my poems.