I’m just a little egg right now sitting all cozy in your ovary. I haven’t been thrust into your Fallopian Tubes, I haven’t been fertilized, I haven’t been born.
I may just be a very distant thought in your mind, or I may be close to being created or born.
Whatever point in your life you are at, please sit down and listen to what I have to say.
Please think of me when you choose your lovers, your partners, your spouse. They may become my Daddy someday. They may become my greatest joy, or my worst nightmare.
I will require a whole lot of care, patience and love. Please find someone who is kind and who treats you well.
Please choose someone who respects you and knows how amazing you are. Someone who walks beside you, who knows how to comfort you, who truly loves you. That love will greet me, it will keep me warm just like an amazing soft blanket.
Please do not stay in a situation where you are being abused, for that will become my destiny. That will become my living hell. That will become my prison, one that I will be unable to escape from. I will be an innocent child, I will be given no quarter.
Please understand that any abuse is not your fault. Please understand that there is someone out there who will listen and help you. Please seek them out, and make a plan to leave any abusive environment.
You do not deserve that kind of life and neither do I. You are a good person, you have great worth and deserve to be happy.
PLEASE RUN, DO NOT WALK, FROM ANY ABUSER.
Please take the time to heal your wounds. Please don’t give up. Please continue to walk a new path toward happiness and self-love.
I know it won’t be easy, but I promise it will be worth it.
You may be my future Mommy. Please set yourself free.
And, by doing so, you will prove how much you really love me. You could not bare to bring me into this world and see me abused.
So, you walked away.
And now we are both free.
I cannot wait to meet you, my incredible, brave Mommy. I cannot wait to hear your voice. I cannot wait to be in your arms.
I love you Mommy, and I thank you for all you have done before I was ever even born.